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01.
I will never regret you
or say that I wish I'd never met you
because once upon a
time you were exactly what I needed.

02.
I know just how it feels
to think of the right thing to say too late.
+ Robert Frost


03.
This isn't torture.
Torture happens in small,
dark rooms in countries with names you struggle to spell.
This is just mildly unpleasant.
This isn't heroism.
Heroism happens in churches that are also schools,
performed by teachers with no names
and no place to stay.
This is just a good deed for the day.
This isn't loss.
Loss happens on fields filled with poppies,
in hospitals buzzing with flies,
in distant deserts and late at night when there's
no good reason for the phone to ring.
This is just longing.
This isn't important.
Important happens on bended knees
and is breathed on last breaths
with hands clutched tight, hearts tighter.
This is just a distraction.

04.
I. Miss. You. The old you, the one that laughed with me, and was nice to me, and was my best friend. The old you, who told me his problems and asked me to fix them, and even if I couldn’t, he’d be happy that I helped him. The old you, who would parent the others and rule them like they were a kingdom. The old you, who would talk shit with me about idiots. The old you, the one who never called me names, or made me feel dumb, or anything.. Just.. The old you, who knew nothing about me and didn’t want to know anything about me..the old you.


05.
I think I noticed when things started to change. The hugs were quicker, the phone calls were shorter, and they weren't every night. We didn't hurry to the place where we said we'd meet. The 'I love you's felt more like a forced, daily rountine, and really had no meaning. When we saw each other, the smiles weren't as bright, or as big. Our thoughts weren't only of each other. We seemed uninterested, we felt unloved. We had too many doubts. I think I noticed when things started to change.

06.
i was told to never look back, to keep walking.
and the minute i looked over my shoulder,
i saw everything i ever gave up on.
all the things i let go of,
and all of the people who let go of me


07.
Beautiful things come out of horrible situations. I know for a fact. Out of sadness you get a new found wisdom on how the world can look with a haze of gray clouds, how people can be senseless, how you can see the whole universe in a whole new way. And that may be hard to handle, hard to cope, hard to accept, but it is so damn beautiful if you really take the chance to realize. Out of anger, you can feel your heart beat race, with every beat it is shaking your whole being and not only the heavy steps you take. It is when you, your whole self and some power is telling you that you are alive. And that is amazing in every angle. Out of anything there is something in there that makes it incredible. Something that makes it shine. Whatever you feel is potent and it is such a blessing to be able to feel what you feel. You just have to think about it.

08.
The room was silent as we all tried so hard to remember the way it feels to be alive. Something’s gotta change, things cannot stay the same. So goodnight, goodnight. Things will be alright.


09.
i’ve realized that sometimes you have to take the harder road.
because sometimes, you have no other choice.
and sometimes, it seems like you’re looking at the world from the top of a tall city skyscraper.
you’re looking down, watching life go by around you.
everything happens so fast-paced.
you observe, and sometimes there’s nothing else you could possibly do but just watch it go.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes

10.
the past is history.
i’ll use it to my advantage.
i’ll learn from it while you try your best to forget it.
but you can never deny it.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes


11.
she’s been hurt and she’s been messed with.
she’s been lost and she’s been found.
she’s finding her way. every day. slowly but surely.
she bends but she doesn’t break.
she changes her mind and she’s okay.
she’ll find her way soon.
find out who she is. what she wants.
she doesn’t want to be another face without a name.
she doesn’t want to be another girl who’s a victim of a love gone wrong.
so she’ll try her best to make something else of herself.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes

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01.
Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,
like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.
For twelve years I've held it all together
but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.


02.
You don't have to be tough every minute of every day.
It's okay to let down your guard.
In fact, there's moments when it's the best thing you could possibly do;
as long as you choose those moments wisely.

03.
don't be afraid of the world.
we're all just the people
you could've been.


04.
Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone.
Keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this;
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now, I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.
Because none of it was ever worth the risk...

05.
Sooner or later, friends who you thought would be around forever
will end up taking different paths in life.
But no matter where you go,
you'll take a piece of each one with you.


06.
Maybe in five or ten years you and I will meet again,
straighten this whole thing out.
Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy.
But this is the distance and this is my gameface.

07.
It's never easy to understand why memories hold our hand but people let go.


08.
"The truth was, history repeated itself on a daily basis; mistakes were made over and over. People were haunted by what they had done, and by what they hadn't had time to do."

09.
"Sometimes, she thought, courage was simply a matter of putting one foot in front of another and not stopping."


10.
"When you're growing up, a lot of your choices are motivated by fear. It's like one wrong move and the world's going to end. Maybe that's what it is, maybe it's about taking a deep breath and forgiving yourself for yesterday's mistakes."

11.
remember when we all lived in the same town,
and we thought we'd never leave?
remember when we were young and foolish?
we were happy being naive.
we thought that everything would stay the same forever,
but i guess i should've known better;
times have changed and so have we.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes


12.
I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget
What they really were about
And these words are bringing me so deeply insane
That I don't think I can take my way out
I couldn't breathe through it like I need to
and the words don't mean a thing

13.
it’s late and i’m tired and i know i need to slow down.
i need to take it easy for my own good.
i’m a nervous wreck and i think it shows.
and if it doesn’t, then i’m good at hiding it.
just catch my grip, catch my breathe, and live for now.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes


14.
You cannot take a single step without these colors covering our cheeks, and all these fading dreams are coral in the trees.

15.
She's searching through the stations for an unfamiliar song.
And she pictures all the places where she knows she still belongs
And she smiles the secret smile
Because she knows exactly how to carry on


16.
no, i'm not broken; i'm just damaged.
yeah, i carry the pain with me every day.
the pain of knowing that things will never be the same,
no matter how much we wish they could be.
but it's the fact that i get up and live my life every day.
smile through the hurt.
that's what shows that i'm stronger than i thought.
and the good part of all this,
is that damage can be repaired.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes

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01.
go explore the world outside your bedroom.
you might find something worthwhile.
it might be down the street and it might be miles away.
but when you find something that you’re searching for,
something that you imagine when you close your eyes and drift away,
you gain much more than you could’ve asked for.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes

02.
the better road is always harder.
but that’s why the result is so much more rewarding.
it’s always what you overcome that leaves the biggest impression.
it’s all about how you get there.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes


03.
the screaming fights and making up.
the feeling of not knowing where i’m going in life or where i’m going in an hour.
staying up until the crack of dawn for no reason.
feeling like the world is spinning too fast.
being young and experimenting with freedom for the first time.
i’m learning and i’m living.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes

04.
i want you to hold my hand in the dark as we watch the city glow from afar,
the dim streetlights guiding us home.
we’ll talk and laugh as the world turns a bit more slowly.
pull me in closer to you so i know i’m not alone.
show me that you care.
i’ll be all yours if you’ll be all mine.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes


05.
So how does it happen, great love? Nobody knows, but what I can tell you is that it happens in the blink of an eye. One moment you're enjoying your life, and the next you're wondering how you ever lived without them.
+ Hitch

06.
We become attached to what's familiar and
sometimes we hold onto things that are
safe and predictable even if they are
bad for us
just_another_spotlight_tragedy


07.
Sometimes there doesn't even have to be a reason. I knew from experience that no matter how much you turn things in your head, trying to make sense of them, some people just defy all logic.
Keeping The Moon

08.
"...the year she had run fleetly through the dewy grass under the moon- the night of wine, when dreams condensed out of thin air like the night milk of fantasy."


09.
Fall asleep with a clear head and a full heart;
it makes the dreams a lot more real.

10.
Summer, after all, is a time when wonderful
Things can happen to quiet people.
For those few months you're not required
To be who everyone thinks you are,
And that cut-grass smell in the air and
The chance to dive into the deep end of a pool
Give you a courage you don't have the rest of the year.
You can be graceful and easy,
With no eyes on you, and no past.
Summer just opens the door and lets you out

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01.
So maybe you could walk with me a while and maybe I could rest beneath your smile. Everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold because it's a long trip alone.

02.
A beautiful and blinding morning, the world outside begins to breathe. So keep me awake to memorize you. Give me more time to feel this way. We can't stay like this forever but I can have you next to me today. If I could make these moments endless, if I could stop the winds of change, if we just keep our eyes wide open, then everything would stay the same.


03.
The dreams I dream
the song I sing for you
they're coming from my heart
is my message getting through?
You know it hurts so bad
just like i knew that it would
but I'd do it again
do it again if I could

04.
I guess time has a way of making everything all right. It's just, there is not enough of it and so we drink and we sing and we celebrate this lie and hope that it will last. Morning is here, night has passed.


05.
I'll keep on driving so we can talk a while. I know I could drive all night just to stay here with you. At the end of the night, we'll embrace and stare at the star filled night. Would it be alright if we didn't say goodbye this time?

06.
And even if I told them all of it, it still wouldn’t be a full measure of you. You can never really know someone completely. That’s why it’s the most terrifying thing in the world to take someone on faith, hoping they will take you on faith too. It’s such a precarious balance, it’s a wonder we do it at all.


07.
"It's about a girl who is on the cusp of becoming someone.. A girl who may not know what she wants right now, and she may not know who she is right now, but who deserves the chance to find out."

08.
You know what I want more than anything in the world right now?
To talk to you, to be with you, this very instant.
I want to sit across from you Indian style
and look into your eyes
and see for myself exactly how they change color in the light.
I want to hold your hand in the palm of mine,
and trace every line with my fingertips.


09.
I thought about life, about how we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don't let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don't say anything because we're frozen with fear of what those words might do.

10.
I felt my heart jump, it was so risky and so scary, and yet at the same time, so beautiful. Maybe the truth was, it shouldn't be easy to be amazing. Then everything would be. It's the the things you fight for and struggle with before earning that have the greatest worth. When something's difficult to come by, you'l do that much more to make sure it's even harder - if not impossible - to lose.


11.
"Mostly it's a long hard walk. Sometimes it's a trudge through fog and you're scared you've lost your way and can't remember why you set out in the first place. But sometimes you fly, and that pays for everything."

12.
"We'll be alive again in a thousand blades of grass, and a million leaves; we'll be falling in the raindrops and blowing in the fresh breeze; we'll be glittering in the dew under the stars and the moon out there in the physical world, which is our true home and always was."


13.
I am one of the searchers. There are, I believe, millions of us. We are not unhappy, but neither are we really content. We continue to explore life, hoping to uncover its ultimate secret. We continue to explore ourselves, hoping to understand. We like to walk along the beach, we are drawn by the ocean, taken by its power, its unceasing motion, its mystery and unspeakable beauty. We like forests and mountains,, deserts and hidden rivers, and the lonely cities as well. Our sadness is as much a part of our lives as is our laughter. To share our sadness with one we love is perhaps as great a joy as we can know - unless it be to share our laughter.

14.
I’ve given a lot of thought to the nights we used to have. The days have come and gone, our lives went by so fast..
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor. Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more.


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01.
There is in truth no past, only a memory of the past. Blink your eyes, and the world you see next did not exist when you closed them. Therefore the only appropriate state of the mind is surprise. The only appropriate state of the heart is joy. The sky you see now, you have never seen before. The perfect moment is now. Be glad of it.


02.
i'm sorry things went so downhill.
we were so sure things we're going to be amazing & spectacular.
but now, i'm starting to see everything i didn't want to believe.
i'm sorry i stopped loving you. i'm sorry you did too. maybe things
are meant to be? i'm going to miss you. but it's time we hold our heads
high, bite our lips, & get over eachother. i think it's the best way. maybe
we'll find someone better. then again, maybe we won't.
(c) anotherloveanotherfairytale

03.
We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong
+ Before the Worst ; The Script


04.
I guess you are right, i am afraid.
Im afraid to put my guard down.
Im afraid that if you know who
i am, you wont feel the same.
& im afraid that once my barrier is defeated
and i'm comfortable you'll walk away

05.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know.


06.
i know we’re young and we’ve never felt this way before.
the world is a big, scary place and we’re just trying to find our way through it.
sometimes we fall off course and we lose ourselves.
where do we run to?
do we run away? run backwards?
maybe, we run somewhere that makes us feel alive.
and we might not even know it.
(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes

07.
Yeah, you can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies.
And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side.
But don't tell me where the road ends, cause I just don't wanna know
+ Angels on the Moon ; Thriving Ivory


08.
And here it goes.I know you've moved on, moved on for good, but there are things you don't know, things I don't show, things I hide inside. I know to you it seems like I don't care, seems like I was never ever there, but there was never one day that you didn't cross my mind a million times. And believe me, if I could go back, I would, but things are different now. Time caught up with us and broke us apart because now you found someone else. But that's not what bothers me. What bothers me is that you left me and I left you, with words unspoken and a story unread. Words that are still trying to escape my heart and reach out to you, Words that don't notice that time has past; words that still have meaning. But that's not what bothers me, What bothers me is that you didn't see the tears I cried and you didn't know that I lied when I told you I was happy.What bothers me is that you still cross my mind a million times a day, and even when I'm sleeping, I can still hear your voice telling me how much you love me or how much you miss me?And that's the only time I'm ever happy. It's when I'm reminiscing about you and dreaming about us. but when reality hits me, it just kills me. But the thing that bothers me the most is that all of this could have been prevented if I had just said something or done something and the only thing that doesn't bother me is that I've learned a valuable lesson; You don't really know what you've got until it's gone.
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